March 15th 2009, SundayI put a wall of flaming blue protection around me
lit up each chakra until they were glowing brightly
when each was pulsing my being reeled
i felt perched atop the place where all is revealed
vibrations from the core wrapped lovingly
and my grin was spontaneous and goofy
i turned them down and zipped them up
a chill of joy up my spine for all that ever was
full of grace and being humbled
i expressed my gratitude to the gods
i extinguished my shield in a puff of blue
till the next time, universe, i thank and love you......
It's the poem i wrote right after my chakra flooding last night. As i sat under the stars on a towel on the beach, inspiration came gently with a salty scent...
I asked the stars what is my purpose here?
first dispelling doubt and fear
and connecting triangles in the orbs
i expanded, reaching out to other worlds
'to teach' was the answer whispered on the wind
but to teach what, my next burning question within
exploring layer upon layer always my passion
more intense thirst comes with every lesson
all is relative, all grows and evolves
yet humans most simple problems now harder to solve
the quest for truth and wisdom consumes
after every tiny triumph complication resumes
war and famine, disease and sorrow
cant help feeling there's no tomorrow
is existence all a merry-go-round?
no end to the cycle found
inexplicable, mind-boggling, and simple
universal knowledge stolen from four corner temples
life is a gift we continue to waste
until our insecurities, fears, and problems we together face
history repeats in an endless circle
somehow all efforts feel futile
maybe the purpose isn't to be all-knowing
but finding joy in the layers of space and time
and breaking the never-ending cycle of infinity
finally becoming light as one, realizing escape velocity.....
-jackie lynn
For some reason I've been stuck on this concept of escape velocity.. I wonder why? Another concept to explore entirely...
Tuesday was a day to ask for courage and to erase fears. I did my little spell, and was filled with so much joy and energy, i was overflowing.. Then, i learned a lesson about grounding when i went to work, as well as about courage.. grounding properly is essential after a spell like that, or it can go a little haywire... I have to laugh about it now...
Wednesday was for creativity, the inspiration and spark I've been missing for so long... I wrote a song asking for that spark to restore my art, and i guess in itself was a spell.. It was spontaneous and heartfelt, and right after, i had the urge to write everyday, which i have in some form...
Either way this week of spells and psychic expansion has been full of revelations, inspiration, and joys and tears...
All in all, I'm thankful.....
till next time..
"may you walk your chosen path wisely
may your heart with love overflow
let your intuition guide you safely
feel the magick that around you grows
for knowledge in time becomes wisdom
and enlightenment is within your grasp
pass it along to your daughters and sons
make the natural witchery truly last"..
-Ellen Dugan